On again...off again

Lunch with a few amazing co-workers at Empire Cafe and this is what I ordered. Super yum.

This is why I (sometimes) heart Houston.

It has been a few days. I have been on again and off again. It has been a serious struggle to keep my head above water but I'm doing it. I know eventually I will come out on top. Change is hard, especially changing yourself, but in the end I will look back and be happy I did it.

For every one person I lose God comes and replaces them double fold. I trust in him with all my heart. The past two weekends, my Pastor has been hitting me right in the heart. Its crazy how God speaks to you, and confirms what you have been praying for. Trust in him with all your might.

Less than 25 days until Passion 2011, I am a little nervous but super excited to be able to go. I think it is going to be life changing and simply amazing! Eeeekkk!

On another note I have been super busy and truly enjoying the spring weather. Its not often we get weather like this in Houston, so I am taking it all in before we burn up by May!

I have a crush. A crush on a arrow...to bad I cant be the bow!

Un Jour...Day One.

I thought I would start a blog about...life. my life. Of course I will not be TOO detail oriented but I heard writing is therapeutic and in our society writing on pen and paper is so stone-age. So!! I thought I would upgrade...and use technology. How delightful!

So here goes nothing...I had one eventful weekend. I was homeless for a few hours..was confronted by a woman who called her self batman. I thought I was big and bad and realized I was no where near ready for this BIG BAD world. It was quite scary and I was very grateful that I still had cell phone. Sometimes we act without thinking. I didn't realize how good I had it until I nearly lost it all. I went, with my mom, to Memorial Park and I prayed. I prayed like no other. I cried all the depression, all the sadness all the anger out of me. I rededicated my life back to Christ and from then on I have been living for him. Its hard to fight off the devil, but when he creeps back into my mind I quickly denounce his existence in my life. I am now a child of God. A happy, blessed, loving child of God and this time I am not going back. I spent six years unhappy and I refuse to continue the rest of my life and my twenties feeling that way.

I have a awesome family and great friends. I may not have 2,000 friends of facebook but I'll settle with my 200.

Life is meant to be lived. Its so precious. When so many fight for it everyday. Take what I have and be grateful so many have it much worse than I do.

I am SO ready to embark on this new path!